feeling bored and down. soo restless. when everytime this things happend i will feel like, ohh i dont feel good. im sick. ohh yes. im sick of you. no, im sick of you when u keep drowning deep down in my heart when i need you up here in my head too. thinking of you everytime will make me feel like im a gila girl. well, im one of them. i dont know should i be shaing this, but guess nothing much to say so i say this out. when everytime i misses my honey so much, contacting through phone is not always enough to cure my rinduu at sayang, i will just on lappy turn to our blog here and read back our older post. sometimes feel like a tears rolling down my cheek. shush! dont tell people. im miss those time. it was so sweet of like our conversation in here,we are like soo cute. as if like we are soo far apart that really cant meet each other to express everything out. haha. but actually i find this blog kinda useful when i guess im having problem with boyfriend, this is where i will let it all out. not anger but love. love, we can share our love to anyone and anywhere. but for my one special love here. i only share to him my very special feelings and heart. the heart that he stole not for once but twice. atlast he manage to hold on to this slippery heart. hold on tight baby, cause this love of heart can slipp down your sweaty palm anytime. having you the one to hold on tight on it , its like a great thing to feel. proud! yes i feel proud when my only love here, holding on to me. even sometimes when im going to fall off, you quickly wake urself hard enough to make you realise that having someone typical is not easy. and letting go it may sound easy but not easy to earn back after what we have done to each other. treating each other well with respect, knowing ur parents, well etc. i cant any futher. i miss you so much. trying to hold on with the "nafsu" not to msg you. its really hard.
PS, sometimes a stalk of rose can make a girl's heart melt just that easy.
Loved.Forever
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