Hey. At Auntie's boutique right now. Got to borrow fizah's laptop. A model there. Well, today's work is damn stress. Got even no time to message baby when I went out and when I reached. Auntie fetched me using her car and she talk all the way to me. Can't even take a glance on my phone. Geez. Now I got 5 mins break. I guess I got no time to call you baby. Sitting outside the boutique with laptop, smoking with the cold wind blowing. I'm cold, stressed, tired, sleepy and my eyes are in pain. I felt my inner body temperature is raising. My eyes are getting weaker. Mind are restless. Why? I need a rest? I can't. I need to fight all this to get this job. Gosh, how I wish I could just go to NAPFA or LA SALLE to take my photography course and I would not have to go through all this. Urgh. I didn't even eat from just now. Only ate at school. The food I got here, just munchies. Like famous amos cookies or cakes. I got a really bad stomachache now. Have to endure. Luckyliy, the models gave me strength. No No No. They don't flirt with me. They were sitting one corner and I was sitting at a table checking the pics. They saw my pale face and told me to endure. All this will be over soon. Gosh. I'm touched. Even the "bictchiest" model there cared for me. Whoa. Not to say, I'm being truthful here, Anna, a new model, 18 years old made me smile at least for a moment. She made some silly jokes and silly faces that I smiled widely. She then stood up whisper to me "Come on, I'm counting on you to take good pictures of me." I nodded and she patted my shoulder. Thanks girls. Okay. I going back. Can't stand the coldness. Toodledoo.
Don't worry baby. They know I'm attached to you. I told them just now. I Love You.
Loved.Forever
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