*sigh. yesterday had an outing with his fav cousin, fazeera aka dut. ARGH~! sickening asshole. really no life i guess. menyusahkan, dan memalukan aku jer ! she's acting like one of those minah's /no offence, out there. uhgr! with her NEW eyebrow and her white dress with leggings. wth, da sahh minah. whatever. ok firstly planned, she called me at around 3 pluss, was lepak-ing woth family at living room, laughing here and there. then suddenly my phone rang, and its from dut, nvr picked it up cox my pp8 was low. instead i call her back using house phone. ok asked what she wants. she dumpy ass you know. firstly she said she wanna asked me to accopany her to JP. i said ok laa. soo what time you want to be ready. or should i say, "brape lame kau nk aku bagi kau mase untok siap ? satu jam due jam ?" and she said later i'll call you back. hung up the phone. and still slacking. knowing that she will take her own sweet time to bathe and make-up and stuff. D: time now showing four pm. im still like choosing what to wear and there she gave me misscall, as sign that she has bought up the train. im still dilly dally take my own sweet time. previously she texted me saying that, dont tell my mum that we are not going jp instead we go bugis or somewhere. and i say ok. but in the end, after i siap all. i want to salam mamy and i told her the truth laa. that we actully going bugis and not jp. and told mamy that dut told her mum that she go study. -.-! went out from house at around 4.30. while in the bus, she text me saying that she just bought up the train and there goes my mouth mummbling, "sudah ku duga dut ni mesti lambat. pikeh kan aku lambat padahal die lagii lambat." ignore and just continue listen to music. reached at jurong east interchange around 445pm. went out of the train as dut didnt saw me looking at her and asking her to come in. Potek! seat beside her and relised that beside me was a friend of mine, ehsan. what a coinsidence. talk to him, ask where he's going and my train came. he didnt bought up togehter cox he's wwaiting for another friend. so ok laa. at around one of the mrt station, at raffles, she show me her phone, pictures of her matair. and guess what?! its a new one ! "gasak kau laa nak" erm yaaa. acted like a dumb ask how long she with that guy, and gues what she say.. 3YEARS!! and i like shocked. since when she got boyfriend till that long. and she explain that she break patch,break patch with this guy. soo i say , ehh tk fair maen tipu. cut short the story. one time, she show me a msg, saying "kau da makan?" i reply back , saying no. "kau lapar?" i say "ehh tk laa aku blom makan tapi rase kenyang gile babi nyee" and she say "favour k nanti mkn ngn aku " i replied sarcasticly, " ehh tk laah nanti aku pegi makan dgn u mamat yang pat depan aku ni. doink! mesti laa aku mkn ngn kau belo" guess what she reply, SIAL, loud enough till like the neighbouring ppl look at me, and i say CB back. then she stand up and show middle finger to me and there everyone look and me again. dalam hati mcm nk memaki hamun jer ni anak, but diam jer ar. i guess org pon pikeh die da gile. drop off at bugis, walk here and there. but nvr buy anything. action tau ni anak, baru dapat duet from her cousin, $60. nk kerek, beli cekak rambot that cost around $6.90 and makan at LJS cost $7.30 .. i was like buang duit jer ni anak. konon ade byk duet nk spent on little things. stupid. while eating, her story telling begins about his boyfriend and blablabla... pekak telinge dibuatnye. layan kan aje. ok soo i find bugis is boring, i planned to go marina. her idea was to take bus. i say ok laaa but aku tk sure nak bus ape. she ask my boyfriend which bus to take, i thought boyfriend was doing something so i gave the permission to ask. in the end when boyfriend called dut phone, with tone that is sleepy. abeh bebual nk marah-marah. mane laa i tau u tido in the first place, if i know i tk suroh dut kacau u per. and he said go and check yourself laa at bustop nye board which bus go marina. -.-! u spoilt my mood. soo i hung up the phone and show dut tha tim fine. ughr~ bought up bus and alight at marina, walkwalk, in the end, i guess she's too tired, tk larat nk angkat kaki lagi or maybe nk attract attention, she ask ajak go lepak att esplanade. i was like, PHEW! slamat tkde ramai mats and minahs there. so lengang tk de orang sgt, so boyfriend wont accuse me to trying attract attention there. snapp some pictures, silly ones too. at around 845 headed to mrt and home sweet home around 930.
PS/ feeling uneasy when boyfriend didnt msg or call me at night. haix, then thought msging you will make my heart smile back but instead sad. whatever laa. and went off to sleep. / what a bad day-
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