trouble waking up in the morning at around 430 am ? YES! i do have problem with that. very big problem, very big(: who can wake up in the morning that early.. haiyaa. for me, boyfriend will give me wake up call:D haha sweet kan. not that really actully. thought like he would call me and wake me up every morning, without me telling him, then its sweet. like wuoow! okok tooday is the 10th day if fasting. and mine... its still FULL ok. never ponteng. told yaa im a good girl. soo yaah i hope the excuse for the ladies wouldn't interupt my wish to get a full one whole month fasting.
friend's ex boyfriend, comeon laa ehh let my friend have and lead her own life herself. sometimes i find you, the main distruption of her life continued happily. you said she's like a bitch go with another guy even after you both have nothing on together.. then what about you ? having another, not soo sure how many girls, behind her back, be a player that never admits his wrong till after a year plus of relationship with my friend then u wanted to let the secrets out. but then, the secrets is not out from your own mouth, but through her ear listens to peoples talk then form your own mouth. what this ? are you acting as one of the guy that people would called you as 'lelaki sejati' if you think you are, let me tell you, you're not. you just dont want ur status as a guy to drop and flow down by the river so thats why you will act in a way that you're not in wrong. please laa. im not here to be a busybody but i cared for my friend, even if she say she love or hate you soo much, i know its her business but let me tell you she have her own rights to plan for her future, too be friend with who or whatever. why must you stop her ? because you love her? ehh comeon laa. there's still plenty of reasons off you may give. if you really love her, why you played behind her back for the past a year ... and now when she wants to try to forget you and move -on you stop her move and distrupt them. you shouldn't. ok i dontknow why soo suddenly i post about this guy. im feeling mad at him!
boyfriend, the person that i used to not to believe/trust. but after some convince-ness from him. im preety much sure i do trust him somehow. sweetheart, how hard you try to convince me, how mad you are at me when i keep saying that im scared of you, its all came from past experience. because of the past, im phobia. yeah, you're right, even if im your shoe, i would say the same thing that i have convince and promise you already that i wont do it again. but think i doesn't happened once for me not to trust you, but twice. ok stop with my once and twice. but believe me, my trust towardds you will never fade again. i just need time. like you do. for now., i'll just leave you alone and never disturb you as you want me to do so. i listened to you. so when ure done, we will get together again aiyte. i love you. im sorry. imyt dude. you will always be my Play Doctor :D
Loved.Forever
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