body temperature for now; 37.8 deg.
Gosh! haiyaa~ hmm serve me right for this situation. Jyeah, cox for all this while, i've been wanting to get sick. But really not expecting to get this serious sickness of very high fever, running nose and abit of hard cough. but hmm nevermind laa. have to accept it with patient.
today. thought wanting to meet dear as to ask him accompany me to aunt's place but jyeah, in the end he says that he have something on till can only meet me at five. nevermind. so i didnt plan anything to get out from house since i know i cant by the time cox its already late and its like time to breakfast. we were fine with both of us. Yesterday, his dad gave him some money for 'Duit raya', jealous abit(: but nevermind i guess i've got alot of things around me. white kurung, checked! shoe, checked! bag, ohh dang! i forget about that. got to buy one fast!~ makeup, soon, buying with mum tomorrow or worst come to worst by friday. what else im missing ? /thinkthinkthink!
Recently, have been notice-ing my dear is busy preparing himself to be a photographer on my brother's wed. i was kind of like shocked, wow ! my sayang, you really semangat in this uh. haha. and he said that, at the same time he can also make it as his portfolio. to me, i dont really mind what he wanna do for bro's wedd but my mum asked for something that simple and dont make things complicated. just snap any knid of pictures as long in there, there's groom and bride complete body (: lawls! as for my part, i'll just be his assistant for the day. im not sure what i shall be doing on that day ... maybe wipe-ing his sweat or take for him drink ? something ? haha! seriously got no idea mann. whatever it is, how easy or simple my work will be, i, as his girlfriend will always support him from his back. but if he doesn't like from the back then from any angle will do. (:
ohh and YES! we have bought our white outfit for hari raya. wanted to buy the couple set but its like wayyyyyyy expensive. haha! so after the whole day rounding at eylang , we decided to buy seperately. ok then. dear bought baju kurung putih, like a silk type for $45. and i bought kebaya, dear call this the kebaya 'kebaya nyonya'. wanting to buy myself just a normal kebaya that is also silk type so i can same with him but instead he really diedie wants me to buy kebaya then i bought it at $30. to me, it doesnt look attractive cox all it cover up XD and its not the time of design that i would really want. the one which i want so much cost $99, one suit. Great deal uh! haha! its sooo mahal mannn. nevermind, i took the outfit of his choice. Jyeah maannn! cant wait for raya in a few days coming... tick tok tick tok tick tok.
the clock's ticking and homes are not to top yet. not to say tiptop but even not done with any cleaning... really this year is not that really for raya. not sure why. i guess maybe because mum and other family members are busy with bro wedd stuff soo jyeah. no cookies! no tibits! no sweet colouring water! yes !nothing!! no gosh! hahaha. i know the last day of fasting gonna be the most tiring and lazy day of the month. gonna clean this and that, blow away the dust from the top of the table, everywhere. i know the next day, we wont get to got up on time to seek for forgiveness in the morning. hahahaha! and im sure. all my three brother will be dead continue sleeping after came back from sembahyang hari raya. superb sure people! ;)
not sure about my sayang.
this year is the first time i will celebrating hari raya with my dear and its his first time celebrating hari raya with me and the first time to both of us celebrating hari raya together. omg, what a complicated sentences! ok im happy and really cant wait for the day.wuahaha! dear, must i seek forgiveness from you? /showing a pity face. haha Wow! i can imagine when i kiss ur hand, and asking forgiveness, we will look like we are husband and wife mannn. haha okok thats great baby! i dont know why but yes im into to meet you on hari raya baby, okok enough enough of ur crap farah.
ohh yes. i remembered something his mum going for major operation on our half year anni. hurt, feeling sad, when heard that from dear. sayang dont you think so much ok. i know ure sad, she's the only person you have in ur life but comeon, dont think negatively when it hasn't happen. look up and keep walking and dont stop to look down, no peeping baby. i'll be by ur side and be the best for you in your life ok dearest. ily. trust me, i really do.
PS. just trying to spend my short lifetime with you sayang, trying hard not to lie. but i have too when im really missing you baby. |scrambler please, super4 or any other sexy bike also can.|
/i deadly wanna ride a bike):
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