can bad dreams be happening in real life ? i will pray hard to god pleasing-kneeling and hope NO. how can this dream be like stucked in my head ? i dont know. isit i misses you so much , so thats why i dream about you ? but WHYWHYWHWYWHY must it be a BAD one. its reallyreally fornicate-ly bad. till i cut the story , means i woke up when i find i cant stand it anymore and i realise something... i was breathing extreamly fast! like orang sesak nafas. WTH!
Here how the story goes...
(in real life)
i didnt got to sleep early that night. wasnt that busy but just doing that post,previously. soo i blogblogblog and postpostpost, and i stop at around 315am. i still have an hour 15min to my sahur time. so i try to force myself not to sleep because once i sleep, i'll be gone forever and my sahur too. but in the end, i was soo sleepy and ' puhhhh ' im dead. then i woke up late for sahur at 5am.maaaan. was like imagine-ing and thinking why didnt you wake me up at four thirty. i didnt wandered that much cox only we both know the reasons why. and after eat i look at my phone for the last time and be dead again.
(in my dream)
thhings between us are normal, not like what happening now. we both are in great terms its just that we have not been meeting each other for so loooonnngggg time. then i dont know how we both were at this place, raffles link. we both were walking, if im not wrong u're finding something.. like that time u're finding where's the donut factory shop right ? but now i dont know. and it happens like the same thing as the previously we was there. you asked me to withdraw some money from ure account so you could buy something. but then after i queued for so long, reached that machine suddenly i forget your Pin number. /was soo dummy! so i move on a step and try to look for you. after meeting you, i gave back your card and said, i lupe you nye Pin number laa. sorry. you showed me this face, -.-" but im smiling (: nevermind.
find a place to rest our legs. and we found it like infront of a so called boutique that sells thorn jeans and stuff, its a cool shop. and beside us is Ripcul surfers shop. while i was munching something. you pass me your bag because i want to look for something, then i spott that you boughtt yourself a bag from either Topshop or Charles and keith. its a bag that i wanted to buy for raya. -.-" and at that moment what i was thinking is.. my boyfriend ? going be lembut ?... hell NO!
ok things begin here.
while sitting , two man.. i prasan muke dorang like one of them is like adek(syonan) another enta.. they approached us and ask you arief uh. then u say who arief. they walk away. (then something missing here !!) suddenly a girl came out from the surfers shop and come towards us. REMEMBER THIS , u were sitting beside me (mind this) and she came up and say , "hey sayang" in the menggatal way. i remebered she wears pink top and leggings. UHHGG! she then sat on your lap. when i saw that, i turn myself away. dont wish to see any of her acts. fornicate. suddenly we were at her house. okok this part ade lame siket but seriously i dont know how this can happen. just read ok. when da sampai rumah pompuan tu we both seated ,still, side by side. in the living room with her mum tengah lipat baju on the floor. we didnt say a single word to her mum. but what i remembered last time bile you ngn die, u very rapat with her family too. went out together everything. -.-! soo ok get back. erm she was in her room. die klua again and asked you to go inside to her room. u refuse. "i tknk laa! i dah ade matair. tk nampak per matair i pat sebelah ni! da knape ngn you " u said to her. pompuan tu merajok and went to her room. i turn looked at you and whisper " nevermind sayang, you just go and pujok her. i tknk nanti die buat kecoh. dont worry about me, i'll be fine. " ... "kejap k sayang" you replied. i nodded my head and see with my very eye seeing you walking towards her room. you knock on the door and went in, and CLOSE THE DOOR!! my mind are thinking crappp! but i cut it off cox i know i get crapp from you if i think that way. soo i diam, left me and her mum pat living room. suddenly that orang tue merentah i " ehh pompuan, kau jangan nak dudok pat situ jer, pegi dapor gi basuh pinggan yang beserak tu" i look at her into her eyes and jeling. dalam hati berkate-kate ,"ehh ehh siape aku nk kemas kan korang!"
lame jugak tunggu u pat lua ni, ape aje matair i buat... selepas penantian yang lame. you pon kelua. nampak mcm you kust wore back the baju yang you pakai tadi. you was like so fresh! before that pompuan tu klua dulu. die tuka baju.. die pakau mcm t-shirt besar,grey. and you too. i was like "woah! tukar baju nampak." ok she went to the kicthen and i think make some drink. you came up to me and i dont know whats wrong with you. u marah marah i. you maki maki i, pompuan sundal, pompaun sial, ALL !
i was shocked i looked at you and i cried. was thinking "ape pompuan jahanam tu da buat pat you, sampai u jadi gini! " after that.. i dont remeber what happen cox i tersadar. tapi bile i sadar tuu, i rase macam i breathe so fast! extremely fast. geram sangat!
PS. bad dream ever. never want to get this anymore. ily
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