ROOAAAARRR! Lols. Lame. I know. This few days, felt kinda scared somehow. Well, I never tell baby. Scared, sad and angry. I'm scared as days are passing like no one business and times are gone just like that. In a few blinks, mom going to attend some serious matter. I'm scared that something may happen to her and as baby says, pray. I did my prayings and I took good care of mom. Example, I wasn't that obedient last time. I always fight with her. Nowadays, got no idea why I changed soo much, for me atleast. The real life scenario was at Batam last yesterday. I wanted to shop and I wanted to buy alot of things. Camera Lenses especially. Befor I went to Batam, small brother told me "take care of mom. she said she's tired." Well, in the first place, my cousins, from malaysia came to Singapore to shop and overnight at my house. Well, as to respect them, mom serves them and bring them everywhere where they wanted to go. The day before going to batam, mom brought them to orchad and mustafa centre. Mom is sick and mom needs plenty of rest before her day. Out of respect and kindness, she still brings them everywhere without thinking of her health. Then the day to batam, after what small brother told me, I was like "hmm. okay. then I have to forget about shopping then. Never mind.". Early morning, woke up without mom waking me up, interrupt mom while she's making the coffee so I could make them, serving them food while mom was sitting. Looking to her face, I can notice 2 things. Tiredness and Pain. I pity her. Mom wanted to help, I told mom "Go and sit. I can handle this. You need a rest.". That's the line I used the whole day. Before going to batam, those guests are pissing me off. The ferry will go at 11 and it's already 9.45. We have to take bus and pass the immigration stuffs. All that take time. The guests are still chit chatting happily and drinking coffee like no ones business. I told them to hurry and go down. I quickly pick all the cups and washed them in one go. Mom on the other hand, brought them to the bus stop. Bla bla bla. Went in batam, for the guests, shopping time. Lucky, mom's cousin, Wak Julie was with her. I wanted to shop, then mom says "Go. Me and Wak will wait at the main door." Once I heard that, I just say, "Never mind. Give me some money to buy ciggs and I'll hang outside and smoke." Well, that's e least I could ask and do in order to stop me from going around and shop for stuffs. After one mall, went to another. Mom's face was tired cause it was kind of a long trip inside e mini van that we took. It's hot, dusty and smelly while we're on the road. Mom can't stand all that while she's sick. Still, she smiles every now and then. Reached to another mall, again, for the guests, shopping AGAIN. I could see mom was exhausted. I quickly grabbed her hand and brought her into an air conditioned restaurant to sit and have some drinks. I brought Wak to sit with her too. Odered some drinks and luckily, I can smoke in the restaurant. Sat with them, chit chat and played with camera. Told mom if she's tired, tell me. So that I can find any place that she can rest. She just nodded and says she'll be fine. After the mall, went to a cousin house there. My all time favourite place. Nice view and nice people. I'm happy that at least we're hanging there awhile. Mom can sit on a comfortable chair, go pray and rest awhile. While she's at the main house, I brought cousins to another house, the house which stands on water. So they can see the view. While I brought them there, mom can have more rest. After all that, went home. Took ferry home and when I look at mom in the mid of the trip, she was sound asleep. Good. Bla Bla Bla again, and AGAIN, mom have to take the guests to vivo. They wanted to shop there. Whoargh. Rich people eyh. My cousin came with his family, so it's quiet big. We have to split into two. The demanding ones follow me, the not-so-demanding follow mom. So mom won't have much trouble and it will make her life easier. For me, naah. Demand? You think I'm going to care? Haha. You want to shop, I'll show you the SHOP. The stuff you find it. Haha. Then we tour around the vivo for atleast 2 hours or less. Guess what, they WOW-ED at every merchandise, and finally they bouth a men's NIXON watch cost $639 and NIXON lady's watch cost $399. GOSH! In my dreams to get a watch that expensive! It's just a watch! I can buy just $5 and in the end, it have the same function. To look at time! =.=. Lols Lols. After that, went eat at banquet. Again those guests are demanding to eat pizza hut. As simple as it seems, I told them, "Pizza Hut tak halal kat sini." Hahahahaha! Well, actually it's halal but I don't want to listen to their demand. Guess what? In the end, they eat chicken rice. HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Amek kau ubat. Hahaha. Took bus home. Told mom to straight go to sleep. I cleaned the house, talk with them and serve them drinks while mom are asleep. I don't care if I'm tired. I'm used to sleep late nights. And finally, they went home in the morning today. Hahas. Really, it's a long post. Simple as it seems, I began to feel something. I Love My Mom. Honestly. I never felt this feeling for the past 17 years. From this age, 17 1/2, I guess I start to feel what's she's here for and what she's doing for me are all for me. Since I was small, I'm the naughtiest thing on the earth, I can tell it by mom's expression when I talk about myself when small. Haha. Alright. I'll post some pics when I'm at batam. Other pics are in my facebook photos. See it and comment it. Toodledoo.
P/S: Baby. Guees we're on the same boat. We're worried about our mom. Think that we love them much. I love you and I love my mom.
Loved.Forever
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