wait, wait, and still waiting ...
waiting for your msges or a call, is like waiting for somethings that is really, ohgosh i dont know, can't think of that specific word. :X /sigh.
text you, giving a goodmorning msg, trying to cheer you up, letting you to forget about the thinking that you're having in your head yesterday ... its like kinda a waste. try to give you misscall cause sometimes you dont noticed that you have a msg. once, twice, trice and still no reply. kept silent thought that you're busy. Never Disturb.
but then when i'm on my way home, tried my best to call you, and you picked up. asked, wheather u're busy, then u answer as yes. okay put-down the phone and kept silent again. when im home, online-ing, we both are like strangers. didn't talk to each other at all. when i first start talking , asking youre busy and there you go again, yes. this time with your stuff that you really,Garrghh!, pririotise alot for a moment.. you even never msg me, called me, chat with me.. WHAT's this!?
boyfriend, do you know that i put hopes on you because of your words ...
ughr! if you think im putting trouble on you, im sorry,
but not only me alone, but you too. u make me put high hopes in you.
its not i shouldn't but u said that u wanna meet me........
if even u dont want to, but atleast tell me in advance.
so like i could make up other plans with girlfriends.
you spoilt everything and you make me worried for you once again !!
whatever. i dont want to nag at you on the phone.
so here will do.
last, thanks for making me worried so much about you, while you were enjoying watching movie.
thanks sayang.PS/ trying to be much more understanding but you didnt care-less. please, play the game too. i'm not leaving you. im just letting you free , so that you could settle down your stuff. please understand me too.
Loved.Forever
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