Thursday, October 8, 2009
hello. bad sucky fraking assyholey day. frak man.. i hate it. ughr! i know i have the responsibility but i hate his attitude. kerje asyik nk gertak-gertak and keep gertak. garhh~ like somehow, must i say, never ever love his own family members ? sometimes without him, my life are soo empty, no laugh, no jokes and lots more. but somehow having him 'back' in my life are feeling like I DONT HAVE THE FREAKING FREEDOM TO LIVE !! i know im a girl that needs to be taken care off and need to take care of my own name , family and especially parents. never ever bring shit to thier face. NEVER farah! but please, i have my own life to lead to. i know since small u've never ever feel like how lucky am i now.. having fun here and there. go out with friends enjoy, with hockey everything. but please if you know that Farah here needsomething different then ... come on man, u've grown. ughr! balek-balek terfikir . yes i know im a girl sayang.. i know i know! but i didnt want you to treat me this way. i know, without notify me since young maybe in future when i cant be controlled anymore i'll be more worst. entahla. simple, i didnt want and expect to be treaten like this. never want. five fingers of yours have ever felt on my cheeck. next what ? a flying kick ?.. i guess if u really dare to do that to me.. i swear i wont come back home and to remember as someone of my family members. never. yes i know im too pampered, so thats why , when kene gertak siket da nk menanges laa nk lari rumah laa. you know i wont dare to do all that. but if ive ever did that, i guuess you've gone over the limits of my patience as YOUR YOUNGER SISTER.
PS, baby ive never feel unappreciated by you. i do love my family. and i love you alot too ...
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