13oct09tiring BUT it was an awesome day today. few days ago, boyfriend have booked me to celebrate his birthday with me. hehe ^^ actually wanted to celebrate on the day itself that is
tomorrow but sadly , boyfriend die die wants to go for his enrole and have to work after that -_-" nevermind. erm went over to have a treat at Mayuni Omar Music Cafe, again. boyfriend and get the same main dish that is, [Alamak! i forget the name] heh(: sorry sayang. and the the sides he ordered Mayuni's fries, "yang dalam ade mayuni mayuni eh". you dont understand, nevermind its not even for you people, hahah only maan and boyfirend know about it. i LOVE the cheese sauce maan. WEEL DONE *thumbs up! ok forget to mention things here... before the food are served, boyfriend are soo keen to know whats inside my small cutie paper bag, that is his present. HAHA! dead dead want to open at that moment. ok gave him and he tear off the wrapper, and its an ADIDAS Street wallet. i can see the difference with his impatience and the shock that he gave to me.he was smiling so widely sampai tak terucap kata-kata pon. i was like "ehh rilex laa" ... after that chilled at the cafe walk around taking pictures of this and that... while listning to boyfriend and maan singing on the acoustic stage... he sang a few songs with the guide of maan. and his new assist, farah!, and thats me.. after that HAHA! my turn to sing. boyfriend force me to, "if you love me you sing." and soo i was like "alaaaa tk fair." and jyeah sang just because if you. with the help of the lyrics infrint of me, dua insan bercinta by ella. lagu legend. hahaha. and i sang it well. even at first was sucky! hahaha. andandand~ i spott boyfriend was smiling widely *gembira sakan* when i sang it to him. at around 7 plus, when over to his jamming room and stayed there watching they tickles that base and guitar string, with boyfriend hiy that drum set like hell and maan lead the band. was awesome! thier songs never made me feel like so binget instead ,nice to hear it!
cant wait to go for their upcoming gig. HURRY HURRY !
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If can, i want to do every single thing that i can to spent ur special day wisely. heh^^ i donnoe but somehow i really want to make a special day of yours a perfect one. but sadly i cant. i hope with the celebration that u had with me plus the birthday present that u wasn't expected *evil face* inclusive with the song that i sang to you live with microfone and infront of others too, *shy! had made my big grown babysmile and will remember it sweetly in his heart. ure turning EIGHTEEN sweeetheart! Wow, it was like so fast *tears rolling* Do you know, as ure grow older, u make really make me feel the fear to hold ur hand tighter..
there's reason baby. i know u have been joking for all this while about chickies here and there, another girl riding on your back instead of me.
Sayang, you really make me feel scared. Because i know u area man meant what is out from your mouth. I swear i dont really want that to happen. Please! If it does, then, i conuld just look down and be silent, leeting my tears to answer the pain. i dont really like when you first told me that ure going for a party after your day. You made me open my eyes wide, really wide. i cant stop you. i will never stop you. I know, ure big enough to enjoy woth the wild ones. i understand that. But what i hope after that day you will still remember who's ur girlfriend still. I know you going to be drunk. I'll let you enjoyonly for a day but please dont leave me for other bitch in that club. i love you more than you could see through my watery eyes. I really do baby.
HAPPY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY love. PS. i dont wish or want bad things to happen to our relationship. hold me tight baby.lease! about the previous post. that was originally my own work but the last part is a phrase from the song You -nur jannah allia. i hate it when you didnt reply my msg. or myb u didnt even look at ur fone theres a msg from me. ily
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