Ouch. She hurt mine and i hurt hers , deeply inside. Our tears not even a drop shed because of ego. With ego, we will never show another party that we are weak. Ego in the outside, and crying heart in the inside. Feeling the wet-ness in the heart because of the holding back tears. Mind, thinking back of what have been puke out from her sound opener. farah, you've hurt her. you hurt her in your invisible thing that can only be heard and thought of. Even you didnt even touch her with your naked hand but still she's hurt deeply inside there. Im in total speechless. Never thought of with a normall conversation with her , would lead to this conclution. I've nothing great to say to her. shuuoo-ing me out from a palace of mine thiers after 16 years if living under one roof. A scratch in the heart. it hurt so much. But i guess the pain are much more greater than what ive done to her.people know this i love my family so much. my intention was good and nice, to just join venture to help her. but instead it has been stop by him. He said that, better not because you might bring it on till your schooling life and forget about studies. somehow true. But in other words, i cant bear the pain to see you people suffer. i just want to see you, live your life to the fullest with your family. the tears that is out doesn't mean that im sad. And those laugh doesn't mean that im happy ... (:
Loved.Forever
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