Mohd Arief,My once beloved and special boyfriend.
He’s the guy that tought me thousands and millions of things. He teaches me like a Mother, Teacher, Friend and of course as a Boyfriend. He teaches me to live life, to love ourself, to be independent, to be strong and stronger. to think before say or do anyhting. He teaches me what my teacher in school Don’t. Only god knows how hard and heavy my heart to let go this special person from my life. he’s my everything. The most rilex, understanding, reliable, responsible boyfriend. he cared for me, alot! he knows every piece of my dark little secret or can say everything under my blood. All! Do you think u want to leave that kind of guy. But i know with me he suffer alot. well goes same to me, i suffer alot too. just too many sorry and thank you to say to him. god knows everything. How can i live my life now ? start a new leaf and be the new person. ya tuhan. kau saje faham isi hati ini. How to continue life if everyday cry ? everyday without fail there will be tears rolling down. i dont want everything to end and end up be in the drain. just need to be stronger and remember his beautiful words. “think nonsense you will get nonsense”. so lastly my love. kau la cinta pertama dan terakhir ku. kau la nyawa ku. kau segalanya. kau la putera raja yang aku ingin dijadikan raja sehari ku. akan ku mendoa setiap hari supaya suatu hari nanti doa ku terkabul. cinta, kau la segalanya bagiku.sayang mu,
Nurfarahin Sarmi
Loved.Forever
Dead & gone. || 11:24 PM
